i don't know, i'm definitely through the worst of it now. the issues i deal with now are rather minuscule, or at the very least, they don't bother me nearly as much as they used to
but at the time, it felt like i was slowly burning. a gradual thing, yeah? whatever ups or downs i may have had, that fire remained until it finally consumed me.
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Date: 2025-01-08 02:08 am (UTC)a few deaths here and there, but a repeating theme in them all. the truth i had to face was that i hated myself
the steps after that were harder, as you can imagine.
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Date: 2025-01-08 02:36 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-01-08 05:44 am (UTC)but at the time, it felt like i was slowly burning. a gradual thing, yeah? whatever ups or downs i may have had, that fire remained until it finally consumed me.
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Date: 2025-01-08 01:42 pm (UTC)But it's worth the work.
[period serving as question mark, obviously.]
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Date: 2025-01-08 05:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-01-08 07:56 pm (UTC)To be honest x
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Date: 2025-01-08 08:38 pm (UTC)it also means you'll never be as powerful as me :3c
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Date: 2025-01-08 09:57 pm (UTC)Which I'd quite like.
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Date: 2025-01-09 05:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-01-09 02:09 pm (UTC)[and, you know. baby steps every day etc.]